batmangirl2005

This morning I dropped off my 3 pieces of artwork for the county fair. I'm kinda hoping I win some ribbons but it won't be a big deal if I don't. I just want people to see my artwork! I also started with an idea to work on some new pieces based upon what I'd be able to submit for next years fair. I was disappointed I could only put 3 in because most of my art is the same media and such (which isn't a bad thing) but you can only submit one piece per category. I won't be able to make it out there until Thursday now unless we go tomorrow when I get out of work. Can't wait to see them!

I'm slowly getting a newfound motivation to start new drawings again. It only took me 3 months to finish my recent Milo Ventimiglia drawing but by golly at least I finished it! I'm pretty happy with the way it turned out. Since I'll be returning to school this fall (approx. one month from now) I figured I should attempt to start some drawings that way I'm not overwhelmed when I have to start doing it weekly. Unfortunately I have to start with those boring "basic" classes first..ugh I hate that all my credits don't transfer. I had to spend $310 on a still life kit of shapes and a naked lady lol. Don't know what I'll do with her when I'm done with the class?? I also have a digital photography class so that's kinda cool. I'm only taking 2 classes to start (plus they're so expensive it's all I could afford right now) I can't wait til I can get into some new art classes and learn some new techniques..I'm just that much closer to my goal!

Wow I haven't written anything on here in forever..I guess I haven't really been in the art mood much, or the writing mood. It's kinda sad. I mean I always would complain about some of my artwork I'd have to do in school because I didn't want to do something that I didn't choose to do but honestly, being in art class pushed me to my limits...It made me finish my artwork and now that I'm not in art school at the moment (and haven't been in a while) I'm pretty much procrastinating about it all. I have so many ideas in my head but to put in on paper would be a miracle. It's like I'm always busy or tired or not in the mood...being an adult out of school sucks lol. I hate paying back my student loans yet I still want to go back to school soon. I don't want to pay on loans the rest of my life either though. I guess there was a point in my life when I thought it'd all be waste because Im paying all this money for what? Do I have an art career? no. Will I ever have an art career? I don't know but I do know that being IN school is the only thing that gets me to do my artwork. I need someone there to motivate me or push me to get it done and I don't have that now..so my artwork sits unfinished or unstarted

deviant art has been pretty sucky lately. where have all the people gone?

hmmm? this week is more boring than I had anticipated although I'm very glad to have a vacation from work.